i have so many questions

- what does it mean to deny myself?- what does it look like to submit my will to Yours?- what do i do with emotions that dishonor You?- how do I know which ones those are?- is there a floor beneath that rug? no? what about the ground?- how much does the universe weigh? all of that came from Your mouth?- did my soul live with You before You built time?- how much longer?- how much longer?- how much